Fuck the World

Happy Birthday, Heechul. I hope you're doing well.

I wasn't sure if you'd want to see me, so I mailed you your present.

Happy Late Birthday, Rosie~

Not really late, since I've been telling you all day...

but...

I hope you've had a good time.

Yeah, we're back.

My surgery went well, so I'm totally back~

The Trax should be making our comeback soon, so watch for us!!



With Rosie by my side, I can't lose. XD

Dongwook has been calling me... a lot.

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I'm trying to give him good advice...

I hope... I'm... helping? .___. ...

Note to Self: Never Read my Email Again

I'm back.

I... I've decided I'm ready to start living again. It may take a while for things to go back to normal, but...

I'm not alone. I've never been alone.

And... I think I have a real chance at being happy. Always.

So I'm going to take it.

I'm not going to hide.

...I love you, Rose.

Forever.

I'm probably not going to be on LJ for a while... maybe a really...longtime...
It's too hard.

But I'm okay. I am. Day by day...

I'm just lucky I still... I'mluckyI'mnotalone.

Fuck.

Happy XD

Where to even begin? ...

Anyone that got a text message from Se7en: Ignore it, he wasn't in his right mind.

...Dongwook, I hope you're doing better today.

It was really hard, seeing my friend like that. I'm... I'm kind of upset about it, but, it all worked out, so...

...And it really put my relationship with Heechul into perspective. I think I'd be like that if I lost him too.
So... I'm going to really take my Heechul addiction seriously.
No gambling, no coffee. Not that hard, when I have such and Angel waiting for me at home. Or, well... he always comes home to me. ^^

Chullie, I really love you so much, I don't even know how to put it into words.

How did he FIND them? D:

So I proposed to Heechul a while ago... but we were keeping it quiet...

But now it's official, we are engaged. ^_^

I'm really lucky, aren't I. XD

We haven't really discussed wedding plans or dates or anything yet but...

I'm really just happy that he loves me enough to want to be with me forever.


And my addiction thing is going good, I haven't drank coffee or gambled in like two days. two long lovely sex and Heechul filled days~

Can't complain. XD

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WHY DOES HEECHUL KEEP HITTING MEEEEEE


LETMESXYOUUUUUP

...am I really that addicted to the lottery?

I'm starting to worry...

...

maybe I should try to move my addiction to something healthier...

Any suggestions??

It's Hanjayheebum's birthday~

Heechul made him a cake and everything, lol.



stillupsetaboutthelotterything

My lottery tickets are lost. Gone. Forever. ;-;

I really had a good feeling about them this week too. ><....

Last time I saw them, they were on my desk. ...I... think.

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ILU Heechul~~~

atleast heehtsitlll loves me.........


i candeal thwith this. D:.......

It's weird how you can have everything you want and still feel lonely...






love you princess ^^

The TRAX was reunited XD I am so happy.

And we made a bet with Attack that he couldn't last a week without his laptop! We'll see how that is.

Gambling makes me happppppy. :D

<3Heechul^_^

Rose came back last night! *happy happy* I missed him so much!! He said he'll be getting on LJ as soon as possible.

We hung out at CSJH's for a while... and a bunch of random people showed up. uh... Attack had an especially good time. ^_^

I was bored after a while so I called Heechul, but he was so drunk I could barely understand him.

Hope you're okay, princess! :o <333333333